It's the guitar man...

I go to this restaurante every once in a while. Its my favorite one. Anyway, it was sort of my mother's birthday celebration.. and also a bit of a coping mechanism because of the tragedy that happened... very recently. I didnt think it would be as difficult as it has been. But yeah.

I find this man to be one od the most beautiful people I have ever seen. He is older, maybe around 55 or 60 and he has the most beautiful white hair which he sort of seems to stuff under this really cool old grey fedora. he tends to wear suit coats and occaisionally leather jackets. just an all around cool looking old guy.
He made me feel a little better just through his presence.

I miss Carissa.